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When Everything Was Possible

by Jan Johnston

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1.
You hand me the light I’d have lost my way again Walking in circles twice Making me Confused Tears were cold in my eyes So you held me like a child I‘m made for your smile Your voice Loving you Makes sense Delicate angel in your arms When you take me Just a fragile flower In a field but Pick me please So the scent of love Is on your hands when you hold me I’ll have the answer I’ll have the answer An invisible tide Now states my need of you Your breaths upon my hair Knowing you is Perfect The ocean tune to the night I’m in paradise now No shame on how I feel Loving you is So right Delicate angel in your arms When you take me Just a fragile flower In a field but Pick me please So the scent of love Is on your hands when you hold me I’ll have the answer I’ll have the answer I need All your love surrounds me Surrounds Surrounds Delicate angel in your arms When you take me Just a fragile flower In a field but Pick me please So the scent of love Is on your hands when you hold me I’ll have the answer I’ll have the answer I need When you take me Just a fragile flower In a field but Pick me please So the scent of love Is on your hands when you hold me I’ll have the answer I’ll have the answer
2.
Is the sun making love to the sky? Are the moons tears falling on my floor? I watch I‘m fascinated I wonder Powerful thoughts where do they come? From perfect emptiness The piano cries and tells a story Does it always have to say goodbye? Do I always have to say goodbye? Tell me what to do To catapult me into that dark space No I can’t restrain My thought and words I can’t be forbidden Don’t you know? I love you before I know you Don’t you know? I’m close Closer Is the meaning of life hiding by? A kaleidoscope of chaos I watch for my amusement Consoling The promise of unknown excites So hold me in your arms Ecstasy follows I know now Doesn’t always have to be goodbye I don’t always have to say goodbye Tell me what to do To catapult me into that dark space No I can’t restrain My thought and words I can’t be forbidden Don’t you know? I love you before I know you Don’t you know? I’m close Closer to the answers I‘m searching Closer to the answers Searching Tell me what to do To catapult me into that dark space No I can’t restrain My thought and words I can’t be forbidden Don’t you know? I love you before I know you Don’t you know? I love you Closer to the answer Called love I love you before I know you Don’t you know? I’m close
3.
What’s that expression? In your eyes Trying to read the thoughts that you have Don’t you realise Wind me hard Take my clothes Leave me naked In your hold I melt I’m nervous I’m yours Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge I try to explain This golden haze You’ve grooved my corners I’m amazed Now you’ve tantalised Wind my mind Body too Won’t stop spinning Just us two I know I’m ready I’m yours Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge Don’t look back Don’t look back Take a chance Don’t look back Don’t look back Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge I need the stuff that love is made of Craving your heat Passion scorching our souls as we meet Let’s crawl to the edge
4.
You have your own cupboard You put your own thing Hold your own I don’t know anything About you no more And I needed it so Now my head’s somewhere else And the history remains Sits on the shelf All the pain that I’ve pulled through Freed myself for something new Something more me Except that I knew I’m no longer your wall So be careful now you don’t fall I never thought I’d feel this crazy I never thought I’d feel alone I never thought I’d know the pain of losing Your love But I’m living through it It’s extraordinary I never thought I’d be this crazy I never thought I’d be alone I never thought I’d know the pain of losing Your love But I’ve come through it It was extraordinary The space we left in our old bed The mood has changed it all lies dead No one’s to blame The last stage’s game And our needs Could not be met And the plans we made in love Now neglect I have my own cupboard I put my own thing Home’s my own You don’t know anything About me no more And I want it that way The worlds opened her arms And now I’m feeling kind of safe There’ll be no harm I never thought I’d feel this crazy I never thought I’d feel alone I never thought I’d know the pain of losing Your love But I’m living through it It’s extraordinary I never thought I’d be this crazy I never thought I’d be alone I never thought I’d know the pain of losing Your love But I’ve come through it It was extraordinary Extraordinary You must feel it too
5.
You have the pieces Don’t throw them away How patiently I’ve waited As I wake each day Maybe it’s nothing Just a game we play Or perhaps we will extend this In a physical way Or am I wrong? Got carried away Or am I wrong? Have I got carried away? I wanna walk On the planet of love Picking up words like shells and Holding them to my ears And tentatively to my breath I’m feeling Truly loved Truly Is there too much space Between heart and words And the million miles and stretch ahead Feelings you create I’ll give you them back My favourite scene in front of us A world is right Or am I wrong? Got carried away Or am I wrong? Have I got carried away? I wanna walk On the planet of love Picking up words like shells and Holding them to my ears And tentatively to my breath I’m feeling Truly loved I wanna walk On the planet of love Picking up words like shells and Holding them to my ears And tentatively to my breath I’m feeling Truly loved Truly loved
6.
Silent child I’ve returned Quiet afternoon The rain trying to get in I’m that child again So I close my eyes and watch the picture To your face I recall And sometimes when you’re not around Sometimes when I’m feeling down I want you To chase my fears Yes wipe them clean away Your tender Touch Am I asking too much? That when we’re old Can we still love? Stand on the sand And watch the skies turn blue Remembering back That when we’re old Can we still love? Stand on the sand And watch the skies turn blue Remembering back To our young love Remembering back To our young love Remember back How we first fell in love How we first fell in love I was floating with the world Floating with ideas Floating with commitment Don’t want a superficial love Is that asking too much? So run across my universe And whisper my name I’m searching for a new way To wake up Am I asking too much? That when we’re old Can we still love? Stand on the sand And watch the skies turn blue Remembering back That when we’re old Can we still love? Stand on the sand And watch the skies turn blue Remembering back To our young love Remembering back How we first fell in love How we first fell in love It’s a deeper meaning So let it out I sense you When you’re not near And then you wait To wake up Was I asking too much?
7.
The sky is falling on my dream Bringing chaos to my hell I won’t get hysterical No the past is dead and I’m standing outside your door I know paradise within Why am I frightened? Why am I frightened? To go in To go in I’m screaming but no sound emits Tears are streaming But my face isn’t wet Words are forming but I haven’t spoken yet I try to know myself but I’m complex You wouldn’t understand me Who’d blame you? Not me So I sit gently rocking myself Looking further than my eyes can see Something stirs within me And it’s fighting to get out I sit gently rocking myself Looking further than my eyes can see Something stirs within me And it’s fighting to get out Is this love? Is it I try not to dwell on this So I bash those thoughts away and I stand here connected now I’m flowing with my day and I’m Sitting close to my fear But I’m not breaking down Tears fall like straight words My tears fall like straight words Escaping I’m screaming but no sound emits Tears are streaming But my face isn’t wet Words are forming but I haven’t spoken yet I try to know myself but I’m complex You wouldn’t understand me Who’d blame you? Not me Oh so I sit gently rocking myself Looking further than my eyes can see Something stirs within me And it’s fighting to get out I sit gently rocking myself Looking further than my eyes can see Something stirs within me And it’s fighting to get out I sit gently rocking myself Looking further than my eyes can see Something stirs within me And it’s fighting to get out Is this love? Is it love? Won’t get hysterical I won’t get hysterical Is it? The past is dead
8.
Knowledge burns a hole in my head So I sit still and wait it out On the edge of nowhere I might be but I stand still I’m braver Hold me till I don’t cry no more Stay until you’re really sure Enjoy the moment Don’t look for the next I laugh in your face You fool yourself you fool yourself The price was high to pay Don’t fool yourself don’t fool yourself The price is high Like a dance on the moon Can’t you stay the distance? I know that you’re gonna run soon Like a dance on the moon When your breathing scares you I know that you’re gonna run too Leaning forward I can’t reach The girl I was before this teach Leaning forwards Will I fall? Into love I fooled myself I fooled myself The price was high to pay You fooled yourself you fooled yourself The price is high Like a dance on the moon Can’t you stay the distance? I know that you’re gonna run soon Like a dance on the moon When your breathing scares you I know that you’re gonna run too Too Like a dance on the moon Can’t you stay the distance? I know that you’ll runaway soon Like a dance on the moon When your breathing scares you I know that you’re gonna run too Too mmm too I know that you’ll runaway soon Like a dance on the moon When your breathing scares you I know that you’ll runaway too
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Ocean's Door 04:20
Look into my eyes Why can‘t you see beyond To who I really am Never will you find Into the next world I’ll carry this hurt Into the arms of angels Maybe they can hold My sadness in a smile I’ve hidden from your day Something I could touch Call it my world pain But someone whispers my name Makes me understand Someone whispers my name I’m standing in the sand At the ocean’s door I rest my case I’ve fallen for you At the ocean’s door I lost myself In needing you At the ocean’s door I couldn’t breathe I was drowning in you At the ocean’s door I think its love It’s all about you A fragrant rain Now washes my face Soft betrays the moment Of all those memories Then I saw a flower Open wide and smile I would give all that If only I could fly To that new place Of forward looking thoughts Quickly I’d repair My truly broken heart But someone whispers my name And I think I understand Someone whispers my name I’m standing in the sand At the ocean’s door I rest my case I’ve fallen for you At the ocean’s door I lost myself In needing you At the ocean’s door I couldn’t breathe I was drowning in you At the ocean’s door I think its love It’s all about you Mmm

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A collection of songs written with Jamie Myerson in 1998. The original masters have been lost to the DAT age but thankfully MP3 copies were made which have be enhanced for this release.

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released June 17, 2016

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Jan Johnston Alicante, Spain

Singer/ songwriter who has frequently been named 'The Queen of Trance' having worked with many leading DJs and producers. Has also written and recorded pop albums with Jamie Myerson and Tony Kirkham (the latter under the name J.J.).
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